Random Acts of Disclosure

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following katz170's lead...


1. I haven't worn my natural hair color since I was 12.
2. I used to believe everything my sister told me.
3. I like television. A lot.
4. I'm afraid of birds
5. and fire
6. and dentists
7. and telephones
8. I never dated in high school.
9. I went to my prom with my sister.
10. I cried at the end of Breakfast at Tiffany's, not because of the romance, but because I was worried about the cat.
11. I wish I could play a musical instrument, but I don't have the patience to learn.
12. I'm somewhat of an exhibitionist.
13. Given my choice, I'll always take Italian over any other kind of food.
14. I've only ever really had two boyfriends in my life.
15. and I cheated on both of them.
16. I smoke when I drink, and when I drink a lot, I smoke a lot.
17. John Lennon died on my tenth birthday.
18. I was once kissed by Monkee, Peter Tork.
19. I really do want to marry John Cusack.
20. My earliest real memory, that can be confirmed, is from when I was 11 months old and in the hospital with croup.
21. I have my mother's laugh, and I hate it.
22. I never really feel like I belong.
23. Sometimes I think I should be Jewish.
24. The only large group social setting I've ever felt comfortable in was Rocky Horror.
25. I once had a houseboy named Nathan.
26. Sexuality tends to dominate my thoughts and my life.
27. I have a need to perform, but I don't have the talent to get me where I can perform.
28. In college, I had a bad crush on one of my criminal justice professors, and would have slept with him if the opportunity had arisen.
28. I did sleep with one of the music professors at my college, but I never took any music classes, so no professional ethics were violated.
29. I'm not allowed to cry in front of people.
30. I wish I were pretty.
31. I'm only one psychosis short of an eating disorder.
32. I only fall for people who are unavailable, or incompatible.
33. I was maid of honor at my ex-girlfriend's wedding.
34. I like SPAM. (the meat-like product, not the e-mail)
35. I've never been hungover.
36. I used to raise rats. My two favorites were named Gregory and Axel.
37. I don't use my full name because that persona was left behind when I moved to Norway when I was thirteen.
38. My mother disapproved of me.
39. I keep waiting for a "movie" romance to happen to me.
40. I believe in vampires.
41. I'm fascinated by serial killers.
42. I'm afraid I'm going to be alone all my life.
43. The movie characters I most identify with are Alex from Threesome and Alyssa from Chasing Amy.
44. I talk to my car. Not just the normal encouragement or curses when it misbehaves, but I say hello when I get to the parking lot after work and ask her how her day was.
45. I think Quentin Tarantino is sexy.
46. There has yet to be a rollercoaster built that I'm afraid to ride.
47. I want to learn to fly a plane.
48. I'm not much of a swimmer.
49. I enjoy reading romance novels.
50. I lived in a haunted dorm in college.
51. I never had detention in school.
52. I once found myself completely drunk at 4 am, leaning against a doorway for support, arguing the Bernoulli Principle at a party.
53. I'm smarter than I think I am.
54. I don't know any way to get a guy's interest other than to sleep with him.
55. I don't like broccoli.
56. I never thought I liked my orange tabby, Daniel, until he died suddenly and it almost killed me. I still miss him.
57. I've convinced myself I'll be happier if I lose 30lbs.
58. I'd prefer losing 45lbs, but I don't think that's realistic, and probably not healthy at this point in my life.
59. I've never broken a bone.
60. I think I'm going to die in a car accident.
61. My favorite vacation ever was 3 days my older sister and I spent in New Orleans, we didn't drink at all, just enjoyed the city.
62. I've been writing fiction since I was 14, however I've finished very few projects.
63. My older cat, Nikita, is named after the River Phoenix movie, Little Nikita
64. I was in a rock band once, for about three weeks, before my stepbrother kicked me out.
65. I'm pretty much 50/50 bisexual, but I go through phases where I'm more interested in one than the other, then it switches.
66. Berry Blue Koolaid makes me smile. (I don't think you can get it anymore though.)
67. My totem animal is the penguin.
68. My spirit guide is Ric Ocasek of "The Cars." (don't ask)
69. I'm approximately $55,000 in debt. The bulk of it is student loans, but the rest is credit cards.
70. I really want to learn to fire a gun.
71. I think I might actually be a decent cook if I had the motivation.
72. I miss doing Rocky Horror. I got such a rush out of performing, and the cast was like a family to me.
73. I own 19 Barbie dolls. No, actually 16. My Audrey Hepburn, Elizabeth Taylor, and Yue-Sai Wa Wa dolls aren't technically Barbie.
74. I would have liked to have known Louise Brooks and Madeline Kahn.
75. I once voted for Ross Perot.
76. I'm polytheistic.
77. I don't drive on main roads if I can help it. I prefer the quieter, less trafficked, scenic routes.
78. I don't like to get my hands dirty.
79. I've written erotica and published it online.
80. I could see myself getting married on the first date. I hate the whole getting to know you step, I just want to skip to the commitment part.
81. I keep a letter written to me by my life long friend, Sara, in my wallet.
82. I don't understand why my psycho midget cat keeps biting me!
83. I'm addicted to 7th Heaven. Stupid show, yet I watch it faithfully.
84. When I was in 6th grade, and we lived in San Jose, I would hang out in the bowling alley arcade on my mom's league nights and play Donkey Kong for hours. I was good at it. Then video games got complicated and I never could keep up. One joystick and one button is about all I can handle.
85. My first female crush was Mary Stuart Masterson in Some Kind of Wonderful.
86. I worked backstage one summer at the Sacramento Music Circus and met Helen Reddy and Harve Presnell. Loved the job, didn't care for Helen, adored Harve.
87. I'm a sucker for a karaoke bar.
88. I have an alter-ego named Teri. She lives in Seattle. She's actually a real person.
89. I've been on a toast and orange marmalade kick lately.
90. I have a total of three piercing holes in my ear. I went to get more done once, walked into the shop, looked at the studs, got nauseous, and left.
91. I have two tattoos. A flower on my hip and a centaur on my back.
92. My favorite single moment of film is John Cusack's boom box serenade in Say Anything.
93. I'm always cold if I'm sitting still. I can't sleep in a cold room.
94. Elementary school and junior high were hell. I was tormented relentlessly by the other kids.
95. I've had pneumonia twice.
96. I wish I were still young enough to get away dying my hair blue.
97. I hate shopping for shoes. They never fit, they always look cute in the store, then I get them home and they rip my feet to shreds.
98. On a road trip with my sister, the music is always Violent Femmes.
99. The most fun I've ever had at a concert was the Violent Femmes at the Chateu Neuf in Oslo, Norway, in 1986.
100. I love 80's hair bands.