Rules, rules, rules...
Jul. 2nd, 2001 06:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
msluluI have two new rules in my dating life: I will no longer waste time pursuing gay men or straight women. Or anyone who is otherwise unavailable. I guess that's three rules.
That leaves me pretty much in the same place I started, wondering where to start.
I've decided to say screw you to the world that tells me I have to choose between men and women. No. I have to choose someone who I can love and who can love me. Gender is irrelevant. So now, I'm venturing back toward the world of women who date men and men who date women and wondering what I've been missing for all these years. The cynic in me suggests "Not a hell of a lot," but there's still that hopeful little girl in me who wants to believe that there's someone out there for me. Maybe it's a boy, maybe it's a girl, maybe I can keep the Instant Gratification Demon quiet long enough to find out.
That leaves me pretty much in the same place I started, wondering where to start.
I've decided to say screw you to the world that tells me I have to choose between men and women. No. I have to choose someone who I can love and who can love me. Gender is irrelevant. So now, I'm venturing back toward the world of women who date men and men who date women and wondering what I've been missing for all these years. The cynic in me suggests "Not a hell of a lot," but there's still that hopeful little girl in me who wants to believe that there's someone out there for me. Maybe it's a boy, maybe it's a girl, maybe I can keep the Instant Gratification Demon quiet long enough to find out.
