So, I'm looking forward to what promises to be a busy day at work. This sucks since what I really want to be doing all day is writing. I'm in a serious high right now. With only 5 days left of NaNoWriMo left, I can actually see an end in sight. I couldn't get to sleep last night, I was so wired by the recent twists and upcoming scenes in my story.
See, there's a reason this is so important for me to complete.
I started writing when I was 14. By the time I was 16, I had completed two short stories. Since then, I have not completed a damn thing. I have a big box in my bedroom closet that is filled with bits and pieces of countless stories and novel ideas. Some are good. Some are utter crap. They all share that one thing in common which is that they don't have an ending. Hell, many of them barely have a beginning. For the last 16 years, I have not finished a single project I started. This is not encouraging.
Until now. I'm about to do something that I was beginning to believe I would never do. If I can do this, there's no reason I can't take one of my stronger projects and push it through to completion. I'm not as hopeless as I was beginning to feel.
So, if I seem a little distracted for the next few days, please forgive me. This isn't just a silly exercise for me. This is actually a major step toward a life's goal that I had nearly given up on.
Now, I must plow through my work today so it will go away and all I have to think about is my novel.
See, there's a reason this is so important for me to complete.
I started writing when I was 14. By the time I was 16, I had completed two short stories. Since then, I have not completed a damn thing. I have a big box in my bedroom closet that is filled with bits and pieces of countless stories and novel ideas. Some are good. Some are utter crap. They all share that one thing in common which is that they don't have an ending. Hell, many of them barely have a beginning. For the last 16 years, I have not finished a single project I started. This is not encouraging.
Until now. I'm about to do something that I was beginning to believe I would never do. If I can do this, there's no reason I can't take one of my stronger projects and push it through to completion. I'm not as hopeless as I was beginning to feel.
So, if I seem a little distracted for the next few days, please forgive me. This isn't just a silly exercise for me. This is actually a major step toward a life's goal that I had nearly given up on.
Now, I must plow through my work today so it will go away and all I have to think about is my novel.