Jan. 11th, 2003

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(Hand written Friday, Jan 10, apx 9:00 am)

I've not written much over the last twelve weeks. Not that I haven't wanted to, but I've just been so beat when I get home and finally sit down in front of the computer. But today, I really need to write, so I'm putting this on paper while sitting in class.

The entire cadet population of Basic Academy 147 is in an emotional slump right now. Yesterday was hell. We spent four and a half hours taking ten tests that varied from ten to forty-five questions each. I usually don't get stressed about testing. It's one of those things I'm good at. I go in. I take the test. It's done. All is good. But usually, our testing sessions only last about two to three hours. By the time we finished yesterday, I was spent.

We had an afternoon class after the tests though, so we all went, despite the mental exhaustion. That was when we got the news that one of our fellow cadets was leaving.
Oy, this gets really long )
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Quiet weekend alone. Kinda nice. I got to town last night to discover that 2/3 of The Six have gone out of town for the weekend. That left me with a whole Saturday to myself, to unwind, do some mental housekeeping (gods forbid I should actually pick up a broom and do any physical housekeeping.) I've some things I need to do before tomorrow. I need to burn a CD for my roommate and get some decent photo paper to print up some pictures for a project back at the academy. I need to read a book, watch a lot of TV (Monday's Boston Public - Wow!), maybe go to a late movie, do some laundry, and just pretty much enjoy doing nothing and having no social commitments whatsoever until my family dinner tomorrow afternoon.

I'm having some self-esteem issues. Wow. Like that never happens. I just find myself bothered when people don't seem to like me. I meet people, want to get to know them better, and then watch while they become friendly with my friends but don't ever talk to me. It just bugs me. I know I shouldn't give a shit, but what the hell? What's wrong with me?

Anyway, I have to go fight with my printer now.

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