Personal Holiday
Jan. 10th, 2002 09:10 amThis morning is a day off from work. Partially because of an interview I have later today with the police department, partially because my manager suggested that I take a personal day. I think she's a little worried that I might go postal.
Sleeping in is never much of an option for me anymore it seems. Such a pain. But I had nervous dreams all night, so being awake is probably a good thing. Dreams included working as a receptionist in the World Trade Center on September 11, knowing perfectly well what was about to happen; and packing for a trip to Washington DC for a literature and journalism seminar with my friend Marty the cute gay lawyer, then realizing that my plane ticket was for the 10th and it was already the 11th and I'd actually forgotten it. That second dream also included being invisible while shoplifting from Longs Drugs, and worrying about my dad in the hospital.
So, I woke to the sound of my cell phone. I couldn't figure out which alarm clock it was for a while, so by the time I realized it was the cell phone, and got to the kitchen counter where it was charging, my stepmom had already left a message. Good news though. Dad called her last night to remind her to put the leaves out for pick up (a complicated thing to remember since that pickup is an every other week thing.) He was off by a day (they had been picked up yesterday already) but that he remembered it at all was good. She said they talked for a while, and he was coherent and aware of what they were talking about. This is good. The last few days, he's not really been terribly there at all... difficulty finding words, not recognizing people, drifting in and out of a daze.
So, that's one good thing for today. They still haven't decided if they're going to do surgery or not though.
Now I just have to get my bills paid, and survive the interview.
Sleeping in is never much of an option for me anymore it seems. Such a pain. But I had nervous dreams all night, so being awake is probably a good thing. Dreams included working as a receptionist in the World Trade Center on September 11, knowing perfectly well what was about to happen; and packing for a trip to Washington DC for a literature and journalism seminar with my friend Marty the cute gay lawyer, then realizing that my plane ticket was for the 10th and it was already the 11th and I'd actually forgotten it. That second dream also included being invisible while shoplifting from Longs Drugs, and worrying about my dad in the hospital.
So, I woke to the sound of my cell phone. I couldn't figure out which alarm clock it was for a while, so by the time I realized it was the cell phone, and got to the kitchen counter where it was charging, my stepmom had already left a message. Good news though. Dad called her last night to remind her to put the leaves out for pick up (a complicated thing to remember since that pickup is an every other week thing.) He was off by a day (they had been picked up yesterday already) but that he remembered it at all was good. She said they talked for a while, and he was coherent and aware of what they were talking about. This is good. The last few days, he's not really been terribly there at all... difficulty finding words, not recognizing people, drifting in and out of a daze.
So, that's one good thing for today. They still haven't decided if they're going to do surgery or not though.
Now I just have to get my bills paid, and survive the interview.